The Phone Courtesan

Real Life
July 23, 2014, 3:21 pm
Filed under: Sex is a Conversation | Tags: , ,

My oh my, but if we, OK I, could just live in the world of fantasy. You can make up your own rules, and no one gets hurt nor feels pain – unless wanted of course.

Your needed and desired lovers as if by your simply imagining them, they appear to care for you on command. Or they allow you to care for them, sweetly or harshly as my mood will dictate, but always allowing me my much needed and hungry outlets to be appeased.

Yes, real life. While it does allow for wonderful experiences, it can also carry with it many challenges.

I do miss my freedom and my availabilities to you, and our desires of the moment. Hence I always called your needs, the impulse of the cock. Eerily they always seemed to match my needs at any given moment.

My sincere apologies that I have had to answer the calls of real life on a much more continuous basis than I am able to answer your calls. I have not quit, stopped, grown tired, nor am I ignoring anyone. As they say, it is all in the timing. I have been able to speak with many, and yet for two or three nights or days, while no one calls, then it seems that all hell breaks loose…and all are in need at once. Such is the luck of the dice.

Know I am still here. Know that I want you. Know that I too still need this. Perhaps it is now more than ever, that I have the deeper need for your contact. But, when I am free, I cannot reach out to you. I must wait until I am asked for, and I hope that the erotic timing is in our favor.

I am sorry for any frustrations, other than those planned, that I have caused. You are very important to me, and I know that you know that.

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As they say when it rains it pours. It’s all part of the natural cycle of things.Our real lives move along almost in a rhythm, when that rhythm changes we feel out of kilter. Like a rug has been pulled out from under us. It then takes a few days to get back to our own patterns.

It sounds to me like your real life has been in a period of re-adjustment and you have to re-establish and regain your natural rhythm. Sounds like you need to revel in the (hopefully long) calm before the next storm. Don’t let life beat you into a corner, let your hobbies and fantasies be a salvation and a respite in times of stress.

Comment by Pee Pee boy

My dear, you are so right. Sometimes it takes a bit if time to wrap our heads around some things. I do hope my explanation, while not sexy by any means, nor a whiny note, did explain a bit of real life for me. I love fantasy. It truly is my escape. Private time alone, becomes my enemy. 🙂

Comment by Kris

Real life happens for all of us, every day like it or want it or not, both the good & the bad people & things. That is why fantasy time with you, Kris is just so special, precious & fun too.

Big Jimbo

Comment by Big Jimbo

And, that is why I need my fantasy time too. Real life, is sometimes too real. Enjoying the moment, and add that we are getting some of our sexual desires met, and frustrations worked out….a win win in my book. 🙂

Comment by Kris

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